Infinity Or Nothing

Love isnt real. Diamonds. Disney. Delusions.

Love isn’t real. It was sold to you. In this first episode of Till Death Do Us Part, I dig into the truth behind what we’ve been taught to call love—from ancient marriage laws to Disney movies to diamond rings. Spoiler alert: it was never about passion, partnership, or romance. It was about survival. Ownership. Control. I talk about how patriarchy, capitalism, religion, and media worked hand-in-hand to manipulate women into a system designed to keep them obedient, dependent, and silenced. From arranged marriages to purity culture, from midwives being burned as witches to the modern tradwife trend, this system has always adapted to keep women small. If you’ve ever felt like love was a lie or like you were shrinking yourself to be chosen, this episode is for you. It’s not anti-love. It’s anti-illusion. And it’s time we unlearn what never served us.

Diddy & Cassie | It Was Never Love. It Was Always Control

It Was Never Love. It Was Always Control | Diddy & Cassie This isn’t just a celebrity case—it’s a mirror. The Diddy and Cassie case is a living, breathing example of how patriarchy grooms women, protects men, and calls it love. In this episode I break down how abuse hides behind power, how society normalizes men dating young women, and why love—as we know it—has always been about control. From trauma bonds to purity culture, I connect the dots between Cassie’s story, cultural conditioning, and how women are raised to serve, stay silent, and sacrifice themselves in the name of “love.” This is not about Diddy. It’s about a system. A sickness. A pattern. If you’re a woman waking up to the lie of romantic love, this is your reminder: You are not crazy. You were conditioned. And you are not here to be chosen—you are here to choose yourself.

Women Need to Take Up Space Online

Women Need to Take Up Space Online—Here’s Why This video is for the women. The girls who want to create, share, build community, and take up space online—but are scared, uncertain, or unsure who they’re speaking to. I’ve been a content creator, a former dancer, and now someone fully in my creative bag—and I’m telling you: the internet needs your voice. Women are the ones who build community. Women are the ones who support. You don’t need to be polished. You don’t need to be perfect. You just need to show up. In this episode, I talk about: -Why male attention is useless online -How the patriarchy pushes women out of creative spaces -The power of woman-led communities -Why women need to start creating, unapologetically -This space is for us. Start something. Start today.

Femininity isnt for male approval

You don’t become feminine. You perform it. From the moment we’re little girls, we’re taught how to smile, shrink, soften, and serve. We’re conditioned to make ourselves palatable—*not powerful.* To be chosen—not to choose. In this episode, I talk about strategic femininity, girlhood conditioning, and the emotional exhaustion of performing for the male gaze. This isn’t about abandoning femininity—it’s about reclaiming it on our own terms. I also reflect on my time working in the club, the pressure to be "soft" and "easy to talk to," and why most of what we call “feminine” is just survival under patriarchy.  If you’ve ever felt like you’re performing a version of yourself just to be accepted—this is for you.

Why Women Hate Themselves (Brainwashed)

If you’ve ever looked in the mirror and hated what you saw—it’s not your fault. It’s not random. It’s not just low self-esteem. It’s programming. In this video, I talk about why women are taught to hate themselves—and how Hollywood, media, and the male gaze have shaped our self-image, our stories, and even how we film ourselves. I reflect on what it means to create as a woman, how I see myself as a filmmaker, and why unlearning the male gaze is one of the most important things we can do as women and creators. 🎥 I also talk about the documentary Brainwashed: Sex-Camera-Power and how it shifted the way I think about filming myself and others. This is about art, perspective, and taking our power back—one shot at a time. If you’re tired of contorting yourself to be digestible—this one’s for you.

Creative People Need To Evolve

Creativity isn’t about perfection—it’s about evolution.
In this video, I talk about what it really means to grow as an artist, the fear that comes with change, and the difference between evolving and chasing trends. I share personal stories, examples from artists like Kanye West and Steve Madden, and how I've had to let go of perfectionism to stay in love with the process.
If you’re a creator who’s ever felt stuck, afraid to pivot, or unsure of your voice—this one’s for you. Your art doesn’t have to be original. It just has to be yours.
Whether you’re making music, painting, filming, or writing—remember:You’re allowed to change. You’re allowed to grow. And you don’t need permission to try.

The World Needs Artists

The World Needs Artists 
If you’ve ever been told that being an artist isn’t practical or that you should "get a real job," this episode is for you. The truth is—art is everywhere. Every object you touch, every song you hear, every building you enter was shaped by a creative mind.
In this episode, I dive deep into why the world desperately needs artists and why society often undervalues creativity. From the false belief that success is measured by money to the pressures of monetizing art in the social media age, we talk about why artists struggle with self-doubt and why your work still matters.
Creativity isn’t just about making something—it’s about expressing something only you can share with the world. Whether you’re an artist, musician, writer, filmmaker, or just someone who wants to create, this is your reminder to keep going.
 

Your 20s are WEIRD

Your 20s Are Weird | Infinity or Nothing
Your 20s are supposed to be the best years of your life… or at least that’s what they tell us. But in reality? It’s a confusing, chaotic, and often brutal decade of trial and error, shedding old versions of yourself, and constantly wondering, What the hell am I doing?
In this episode, I break down the biggest lessons I’ve learned now that I’m 29—navigating uncertainty, unlearning toxic societal expectations, and realizing that success, love, and self-worth aren’t what we were told they’d be. From letting go of people, places, and old identities to embracing the inevitable mistakes along the way, I’m sharing my raw, unfiltered thoughts on what it really means to grow through your 20s.
If you’ve ever felt lost, behind, or like you’re doing this whole “adulthood” thing wrong—this episode is for you. Let’s talk about the messy, weird, and transformative reality of our 20s.